Wow... I right loads, I must say. I been writing recently but not here... I have been writing a book. Yes a book, my forth one. I right about horror, I have posted a bit of one of my books before. But I always get to the point where I don't know what to right or say in my books or you lot (the readers).
This is my new idea:
This world is strange indeed; since I can remember, i can see ghost, the dead and when I sleep... I swear; I am in hell. I don’t know why. It scares me. I tried to kill myself once but I couldn’t do it. My family and friends... need me and I couldn’t do it to them. I see the knife, the rope and then I see the faces crying. And then my dreams come to me and I don't want to go there... Ever but I will.
What is hell, I don't know... But what I have seen is hell to me. I see things that will destroy my very sanity but something keeps it together. I don't know what it is but I will find out.
I would describe (my) hell but it can wait till later... You don't need to know yet.
Pain, torture, torment... All are the same and yet so different but I see it too much. I see it behind people’s eyes and in their minds. I see it too, yet so painful. Hell is a personal torment. How do you respond to a thing like this? I don’t know.
What do you think? I need to know, I don't want to start with a bad idea... Please tell, is it worth it?
Sunday, 1 August 2010
Saturday, 1 May 2010
Don't know?
Well blogging; never thought it would be so hard to think of a topic. I bet you other blogger(s), know what you are going to write before you write it. Well news for you, if you haven't realized. I don't have a clue what i am writing. I hope it comes to me.
Well to pick a topic, i don't even try. what the point? I let it come to me.
Well my inspiration is not and ever been here but only in my mind. The topic is here with me just waiting to be born in to this world. It hasn't got limbs or brain cells. But it has a voice one so strong it screams through the web. It will scream so loud, it will make you fall to your knees and grip your ears. make you beg to listen. I will grip your attention but how is my question. So ask me soon and I will find one.
I believe, I found my topic.
So can i have a redo? Possible, maybe, defiantly... it is my blog after all.
Well to pick a topic, i don't even try. what the point? I let it come to me.
Well my inspiration is not and ever been here but only in my mind. The topic is here with me just waiting to be born in to this world. It hasn't got limbs or brain cells. But it has a voice one so strong it screams through the web. It will scream so loud, it will make you fall to your knees and grip your ears. make you beg to listen. I will grip your attention but how is my question. So ask me soon and I will find one.
I believe, I found my topic.
So can i have a redo? Possible, maybe, defiantly... it is my blog after all.
vampire or warewolf?
Go to this website (http://www.urbandictionary.com). It is awesome, use it so coooool.
Okay vampire or werewolf?
Vampire
Something that does not sparkle.
Dracula is a vampire, but Edward Cullen is a fairy
werewolf
When cumming on a girl (or possibly mans) face you pull out a pocket full of shaved pubes and throw them on his/her face so he/she looks like a werewolf.
Tom: Elliott gave Eli a pretty nasty werewolf last night.
Kennedy: Thats not a surprise, i just wish it applied to feet.
Have that Jacob. haha.
vampires are cooler but as long as their don't sparkle. Kill the vampire fairies, we don't need vampires to have fairy god mothers. What will their wish for, blood? Just go and get it yourself you lazy vamps. Lol what the hell?
But what the hell with the werewolf(s). Looks like any random person can be on at any given notice thx to urban dictionary.
Okay vampire or werewolf?
Vampire
Something that does not sparkle.
Dracula is a vampire, but Edward Cullen is a fairy
werewolf
When cumming on a girl (or possibly mans) face you pull out a pocket full of shaved pubes and throw them on his/her face so he/she looks like a werewolf.
Tom: Elliott gave Eli a pretty nasty werewolf last night.
Kennedy: Thats not a surprise, i just wish it applied to feet.
Have that Jacob. haha.
vampires are cooler but as long as their don't sparkle. Kill the vampire fairies, we don't need vampires to have fairy god mothers. What will their wish for, blood? Just go and get it yourself you lazy vamps. Lol what the hell?
But what the hell with the werewolf(s). Looks like any random person can be on at any given notice thx to urban dictionary.
I know, I know.
Well I know, I know but do I.
I am confused... So confused.
What should I do..?
Can you tell me? Will you?
Should I put someone to gun point and demand answer. NO.
But Anyhows... What should I do. I should do this, or that.
Tell me people, is it good to fall for her after just coming out of a relationship.
Is is fair to do it after her my angel? Is it right or wrong? I don't know any more. You are the readers, if at all. I don't know... TELL ME?
I am confused... So confused.
What should I do..?
Can you tell me? Will you?
Should I put someone to gun point and demand answer. NO.
But Anyhows... What should I do. I should do this, or that.
Tell me people, is it good to fall for her after just coming out of a relationship.
Is is fair to do it after her my angel? Is it right or wrong? I don't know any more. You are the readers, if at all. I don't know... TELL ME?
Well long time, well no talk, see, or listen!
Haven't been on here for a long time. I have been living a life for a while but it hit me in the teeth. I am in that point of my life again. Where I want to get a bottle and some will power to jump of a bridge. But I won't do that. It is stupid. Not smart. Not good at all. You probably don't even want to read this but hah to you. You have clicked the link. HAHAHA
Well basically, my life did it again. I was happy with someone who loved me but even then it went wrong. She took me for a mug after 10 months of my life. I tried to be happy, I tried to move on but it didn't happen. What am I meant to do.
Well basically, my life did it again. I was happy with someone who loved me but even then it went wrong. She took me for a mug after 10 months of my life. I tried to be happy, I tried to move on but it didn't happen. What am I meant to do.
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
New but old
It was a strange night. The people of a small village to the north had sent hunters out for food. They sent five men.
These five men had travelled about five miles to the forest they stood in. They were searching for deer. They need enough to sustain, their small families. They caught two deer and sent two men, home with the carcasses.
These men, was following a trail. It looked like about six deer’s have travelled through here. This trail may lead to a watering hole for the animals. The leader a lean man of about twenty years, got out his bow and stringed it. As this man was doing it, so were the others.
The lead man nocked an arrow, a pointed it downwards so he didn’t lose his grip. He walked into a clearing, no water hole only a wide space. He looked around and saw a great oak tree. But he didn’t stray long on the oak, but looked around for game. But found none, he cursed his luck. He kicked the ground in frustration. The man de-nocked his arrow. No deer here.
One of the men walked behind and put a hand on his shoulder. “We will find something.” The man didn’t know how true his words rang true.
On cue, a man walked into the clearing. He looked hungry, but so are most men these days.
“Hello, how goes the night? What are you doing out so late” the leader asked in a friendly manner. He stared at the man; dering him to break his gaze. But one of the men whispered “he isn’t moving, nor breathing. Is he dead?”
As to answer the question, the man smiled. It smiled. He looked hungry, showing fangs as long as an arrows tip; and probably sharper. The men moved back instinctively. The beast laughed, enjoying their fear. The monster darted faster, and then the men can follow and grabbed the leader by his neck. The beast grabbed the man’s throat and ripped it out so suddenly and un-expectantly. Then the world went red, then black in these men’s eyes. The blood was all over the beast face and he looked like it enjoyed it. Then it moved again, and was upon another man and punched him in the chest. The man’s chest exploded inward with a shower of bone and blood. The beast was covered in gore and it didn’t care. It disposed the next one with a slap to the head. The man’s head span around a full 180 degrees severing completely, blood drenching his torso. The dead man’s eyes fell upon the last two. And that’s when it hit them; they won’t be going back the wives or parents. But to the grave, their grave. They screamed like little children, which pushed the monster onwards. It dived on to the one closes to it and landed heavily on the man’s back killing him instantly. The beast ripped the man’s head off. The blood sprouted upwards, showering the beast in yet more blood. The beast raised the man’s head and howled defiantly. And chucked the head at the remaining man, it hit him hard in the back. The last man was so scared, he pissed himself. Don’t kill me was all he could think of.
The man rolled on to his back, and he saw it. This man or beast was covered in blood and pieces of bone. It was the devil itself.
The beast walked slowly to its remaining piece of food. It was savouring the taste of its kills. It was licking the blood of its hands. It wasn’t human, but a demon. A demon, with a love for blood and for the hunt. It wanted blood and would kill hundreds for a drop. He reached the man, it blanked his cries. He reached down and stroked his neck. It stopped stroking his neck and picked him up by the neck. The man lashed out with soft punches. Unfazed, the beast fangs extended. It lent forward to the man’s neck, he licked it savouring the taste. The man couldn’t fight this beast. He offered his last pray and asked for the safety of his family. And then the beast fangs tore out his neck. And that was that.
The beast threw the remaining body aside, and howled so loud, so defiantly. It was the king of this forest.
Then the beast started to growl as something was taking control of the body again. The beast fell forwards and offered one last pitiful whimper.
These five men had travelled about five miles to the forest they stood in. They were searching for deer. They need enough to sustain, their small families. They caught two deer and sent two men, home with the carcasses.
These men, was following a trail. It looked like about six deer’s have travelled through here. This trail may lead to a watering hole for the animals. The leader a lean man of about twenty years, got out his bow and stringed it. As this man was doing it, so were the others.
The lead man nocked an arrow, a pointed it downwards so he didn’t lose his grip. He walked into a clearing, no water hole only a wide space. He looked around and saw a great oak tree. But he didn’t stray long on the oak, but looked around for game. But found none, he cursed his luck. He kicked the ground in frustration. The man de-nocked his arrow. No deer here.
One of the men walked behind and put a hand on his shoulder. “We will find something.” The man didn’t know how true his words rang true.
On cue, a man walked into the clearing. He looked hungry, but so are most men these days.
“Hello, how goes the night? What are you doing out so late” the leader asked in a friendly manner. He stared at the man; dering him to break his gaze. But one of the men whispered “he isn’t moving, nor breathing. Is he dead?”
As to answer the question, the man smiled. It smiled. He looked hungry, showing fangs as long as an arrows tip; and probably sharper. The men moved back instinctively. The beast laughed, enjoying their fear. The monster darted faster, and then the men can follow and grabbed the leader by his neck. The beast grabbed the man’s throat and ripped it out so suddenly and un-expectantly. Then the world went red, then black in these men’s eyes. The blood was all over the beast face and he looked like it enjoyed it. Then it moved again, and was upon another man and punched him in the chest. The man’s chest exploded inward with a shower of bone and blood. The beast was covered in gore and it didn’t care. It disposed the next one with a slap to the head. The man’s head span around a full 180 degrees severing completely, blood drenching his torso. The dead man’s eyes fell upon the last two. And that’s when it hit them; they won’t be going back the wives or parents. But to the grave, their grave. They screamed like little children, which pushed the monster onwards. It dived on to the one closes to it and landed heavily on the man’s back killing him instantly. The beast ripped the man’s head off. The blood sprouted upwards, showering the beast in yet more blood. The beast raised the man’s head and howled defiantly. And chucked the head at the remaining man, it hit him hard in the back. The last man was so scared, he pissed himself. Don’t kill me was all he could think of.
The man rolled on to his back, and he saw it. This man or beast was covered in blood and pieces of bone. It was the devil itself.
The beast walked slowly to its remaining piece of food. It was savouring the taste of its kills. It was licking the blood of its hands. It wasn’t human, but a demon. A demon, with a love for blood and for the hunt. It wanted blood and would kill hundreds for a drop. He reached the man, it blanked his cries. He reached down and stroked his neck. It stopped stroking his neck and picked him up by the neck. The man lashed out with soft punches. Unfazed, the beast fangs extended. It lent forward to the man’s neck, he licked it savouring the taste. The man couldn’t fight this beast. He offered his last pray and asked for the safety of his family. And then the beast fangs tore out his neck. And that was that.
The beast threw the remaining body aside, and howled so loud, so defiantly. It was the king of this forest.
Then the beast started to growl as something was taking control of the body again. The beast fell forwards and offered one last pitiful whimper.
Monday, 22 June 2009
I love to...
I love...
I love to read.
I love to write.
I love to watch you.
I love to talk to you.
I love to be here, with you.
I love to do something with you.
I love to watch a film with you.
I love to listen to your laugh.
I love to listen to you sing.
I love to see you smile.
I love to be here for you,
you want me to?
I talk about loving something. THERE ARE SO MANY KINDS OF LOVING. We can love a friend, we want to be there for them. We can love someone, the one we want to marry.
We can love a relative. We can love an object. We can love a place.
We as people, talk about love. Love is easier to understand, when we have felt it. Some times, love can fool you and lie to you. You can have mix emotions, you can believe someone loves you and you can be let down. Love is strange, i can say... i have felt love, and been loved. But some times, 'love' throws new things and people at me. Some times i like the new experience some times i do not. But at the moment i am mixed. Apart from you, if i can. I will do all i can for you. I am here for you.
Be happy, smile and live a happy life.
I love to read.
I love to write.
I love to watch you.
I love to talk to you.
I love to be here, with you.
I love to do something with you.
I love to watch a film with you.
I love to listen to your laugh.
I love to listen to you sing.
I love to see you smile.
I love to be here for you,
you want me to?
I talk about loving something. THERE ARE SO MANY KINDS OF LOVING. We can love a friend, we want to be there for them. We can love someone, the one we want to marry.
We can love a relative. We can love an object. We can love a place.
We as people, talk about love. Love is easier to understand, when we have felt it. Some times, love can fool you and lie to you. You can have mix emotions, you can believe someone loves you and you can be let down. Love is strange, i can say... i have felt love, and been loved. But some times, 'love' throws new things and people at me. Some times i like the new experience some times i do not. But at the moment i am mixed. Apart from you, if i can. I will do all i can for you. I am here for you.
Be happy, smile and live a happy life.
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